June 2011
2 posts
My Thoughts On Homosexuality
Oh, wow. This is gonna get a lot of hate….a lot of love….and a LOT of confused looks.
Here’s my thoughts on the whole situation. Gay marriage should be legal. Who am I to decide whether a man and another man or a woman and another woman should marry? Who are YOU to decide? I believe it says the only one worthy of judging is God, correct? Also, let’s talk about all sins being the same in God’s eye. I don’t really see how anyone can argue with this one. It’s pretty black and white. So if you criticize gays for doing their thing, you just sinned….in fact, you sinned as much as you claim they did for fucking….in the eyes of God. I’m gonna be blunt, by the way.
I once believed that homosexuality was a choice. That was until a lesbian friend of mine asked me, “Do you think I enjoy being gay in today’s society? No. I fucking hate it. I just wish I could be straight so I didn’t have to hear everyone talk shit on me. I wish I could just be happy and attracted to guys. That would make things a LOT easier.” I don’t believe YOU make yourself gay. It’s how you’re born. So therefore, God made you gay. If someone made you feel bad for liking an attractive member of the opposite sex and told you that it would be better if you liked some huge, obese fat person with bad hygiene, could you do it?? Nope. You can’t help what you yearn for. And I suppose you could choose to just be single (alone) for the rest of your life so that you aren’t sinning….but I’d rather die than be alone. So, I think in that case, if I were gay….I’d just suck it up and go with the flow. If that meant ‘sinning’ as some say, so be it. I’m not perfect for lots of reasons. So if that means that gay people aren’t perfect because of their sexual orientation, well……I guess we’re even. If I’m not going to go to Hell because of all the premarital sex I had before I was married, you (gays) won’t go to Hell for humping and grinding on your same sex. I believe that God is the one true god and that He sent His son to die on the Christ so that all my sins were forgiven and I truly appreciate it and worship Him because of it. I hope he can understand that I’m ADD and forget to ask for forgiveness for everything I have done wrong in my life. Every single one of us knowingly sin all the time. We are an imperfect species and I’m sure God had that in mind when he created us.
Now, on to something that could get me deleted from a lot of peoples’ friend lists. LoL
Did you know that in biblical times, people who were gay would be beaten and killed for their homosexuality? Also, did you know that in biblical times it was EXTREMELY common to court, marry, and impregnate 13 and 14 year olds? Nowadays, that’s called pedophilia. Wonder why one of those was wrong then, but is ok now in today’s society….and the other was perfectly ok back then, but is looked down upon in today’s society?? This confuses me immensely. I sometimes watch “Dateline NBC: To Catch a Predator” and I feel sorry for the guys who get caught. This makes me also think back to the talk I had with the lesbian friend. Do you think those guys who get caught trying to hook up with an underage girl or boy wake up in the mornings thinking, “WOW, I am SO thankful that I have a sick and twisted world perspective and I’m super pumped that I want to fuck minors and I’m glad that society HATES me.” Doubtful. They probably wish every single day that they were ‘normal’. They wish that they could be happy with dating people their own age or that they had the social skills to pick up women at bars and have a meaningful relationship with them.
I suppose there are a LOT of guys out there who are completely attracted to minors and underage people, but the thing that separates them from the pedophiles is they choose to abstain from acting on these thoughts. Then, the thought that plagues me and I’m not sure if I should feel bad for thinking this or not, but…….what if homosexuals thought the same thing about their thoughts? I mean, you can’t help the way you feel and think….but you can decide whether or not to act on those thoughts or feelings.
I’m not really sure where this is going, but maybe I made you think outside your box for a second……and I guess that really all I ever want to do for people. Have a good day.
-Crisco Zills
